MacMurphy
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Infinity is Minty
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Wordcount 3,359
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Mickey
MacMurphy
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10/3/2013
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Infinity
is Minty: (Original finished Nov 1st/03)
I am frustration embodied, restlessness
given a body with which to fidget. Thus fidgeting, I did not notice when the
young man approached from nowhere (well, I supposed it could’ve been somewhere
but I didn’t notice, for I was far too busy fidgeting), and sat cross-legged on
my living room floor. I became aware of him, for something made me aware. How
odd. I was aware that he was waiting to say something, but couldn’t until I
noticed him. Indeed, he could not even exist completely until I noticed him.
Since noticing the existence of someone else might make my
embodied restlessness slightly calmer, I thought to myself, as such it is then
a relatively small price to pay (to notice him, that is) for such relief. So I
looked at him, only slightly disturbed (a feeling that gradually, over a few
seconds, faded), to see that he had no eyes, only eye shaped holes that were
black but occasionally changed shades. As soon as he realized I’d decided to
notice him, he opened his mouth and spoke with a voice that could’ve belonged
to any man I knew, so average sounding it was.
“I
need to create,” He said with a somewhat petulant tone. “The inspiration is
here. The drive is here. But it seems to lack form. It seems to lack
structure.” Here, he looked slightly distressed. “I have to do it before it
fades.”
He
stopped and sat there, looking up at me where I was sprawled across the couch,
my restlessness forgotten in mid-fidget. I regarded him impassively, like the
piece of broken pavement I had caught, only yesterday actually, watching me
without concern or judgment. He seemed to be expecting some kind of answer,
something he would find enlightening.
I
did not feel so presumptuous as to try to lend him some shiny enlightenment. I,
myself, was getting low, having only one, at most two, cans of it in my kitchen
cupboard. That cupboard was in my kitchen last time I looked, but since I’ve
only been borrowing the kitchen, the cupboard possibly saw fit to move
somewhere more comfortable (like the empty spare bedroom). Oh, and I almost forgot:
This particular brand of enlightenment has a pleasant and mild minty
aftertaste. I found myself wondering if perhaps he had come to steal it when I
wasn’t looking.
Still
keeping my face impassive, I vowed to keep a close eye on this young man. I had
my shiny enlightenment to protect, after-all. To throw him off the trail, in
case he somehow suspected what I suspected, I opened my mouth (do you always
speak with your mouth? How odd) and said:
“You
need to create something completely pointless and as mysterious as possible.
This will ensure that it will last. But it has to be completely devoid of inherent
or exherent meaning.” I paused to make sure he was following and he nodded with
a faint rattle. “This way, pundits, critics and people will keep coming back to
feast their gaze on it. Each one, especially (I assume) the pundits, will spend
much time coming up with oft (but not always) elaborate myths to explain this
piece of creativity.”
He
looked about to interrupt but I held up one hand and one foot for silence. When
it was forthcoming, I continued.
“But,
in particular you but also I, will chortle at them (should we charge
admission?), because we both know, know
it’s meaningless. That there’s no myth behind it, none whatsoever. This, in a
way that’s impossible for anyone to understand, will ensure it immortality.” My
long speech finally over, I drew a breath and smiled, hoping my mouth wouldn’t
fall off, as it sometimes does. (Do you know how annoying it is to search
around the floor for it, especially if it’s rolled underneath the couch? Worse
yet, when your eyes gesture in solidarity and attempt to join their lost
brethren amongst the wilds of the undercouch?).
He
looked at the floor (did he suspect my mouth might fall off too?), then back up
at me and his expression had become mournful. I wondered what he was so sad
about and was about to ask when he spoke:
“I
don’t think I can do that,” He said, sounding more mournful than he looked. “It
seems so dishonest.”
“What
does honesty have to do with it?” I asked, rather surprised. This wasn’t
something I’d expected for a response.
He
just looked at me, solemn, doleful, miserable. For a second, I wondered if he
was going to cry, but instead a little storm cloud of cool black, and heated
angry grey formed over his head. It thundered a tiny lightning bolt then began
to pour torrential rain down upon his brow.
“Shit!”
I exclaimed, annoyed now because now I would have to get up and find a towel or
a mop to soak up the water. No longer restless, I did not want to get up and
idly wondered if I could find, on such short notice, a bucket or pail big
enough for him to sit in while the cloud pissed on him.
I
exclaimed again, and glared at the cloud, and he looked up, incredulous,
seeming to only notice it now. The water was streaming off his head in tiny
rivers, plastering his dark brown hair to his head. It ran down his body, but,
by the time it reached the vicinity of his waist, it seemed to… well for lack
of a better word, evaporate.
I
watched this with fascination and a certain degree of self-satisfied smugness
because now I didn’t have to worry about a wet carpet. Not that I was concerned
for the carpet’s sake; no, it was more that I knew, as one of the many
corollaries of Murphy’s Law, that I would forget about the wet patch. Then I
would step in it and promptly my wool socks would suck up all the moisture and
wouldn’t be quite-so-comfy. This last thought, of wet squishy socks made me
frown impetuously, although only slightly.
I
suddenly realized I was frowning at my socks and suppressed the urge to reach
down and ensure they were indeed dry and my feet hadn’t started lying to me in
a convincing fashion. After all, I did have company, even if that company was
after my shiny enlightenment that had such a fine minty aftertaste. So I looked
at him to find him still contemplating the little storm cloud. So I waited for
him to finish, but soon I could feel that sneaky restlessness trying to force
itself on me in a subtle fashion.
“Think
you could reach over and flip that switch?” I asked, pointing to the little
grey (or was it black? I was too lazy to look) switch. “Then push that button
with the little arrow about to collide with some innocent little lines.”
Out
of the corner of my eye (I was currently fascinated by attempting to draw a
picture with my eyes, connecting the various scuffs, tiny holes and whatnot on
the wall next to the couch. It was a struggle because my eyes kept dropping the
pen and pencil that each were alternatively equipped with), I saw him stretch
out and accomplish what I had asked. This nearly made me smile, but I caught
myself in time, remembering it was the wall which currently held my fascination
and I didn’t want to rudely abandon it. So I focused my attention on it more
resolutely and somehow knew it became pleased as a result.
Discordant
music that seemed to have no melody and a strange rhythm suddenly burst forth
from a black rectangular object. It took me a few minutes to realize that the
separate tones were indeed music, indeed strung together in what’s usually
considered a song (do you think this word fits the definition assigned to it?).
As soon as I realized this, my brain took over the process of hearing, doing a
far better job of translating the air vibrations that my ears had been so far
failing at. Once the discordancy became music proper, I forgot the lesser
amusement of the wall and its stories and lies, and smiled, tapping my fingers
(or were they my toes?) to the beat.
I
was jolted out of my little reverie of musical entrancement by the sound of
someone nearby clearing their throat. This startled me, being so unexpected, so
I frowned and sent my eyes searching for the source. They came floating back
shortly and, once comfortably settled in their sockets, told me the young man
was still seated cross-legged on my floor. I became rather alarmed, for my eyes
informed me that he seemed to be gazing directly at my cans of enlightenment.
Whether this was true or not (for there was not one, but two walls between my
minty cans and his eyeless eyes), didn’t seem to matter, nor should it, for I
needed to protect those cans above all else.
I
struggled to fight down the rising panic for, as yet, this strange stranger
(would he yet prove strangest?) had made no overt (nor even, I assumed, covert)
moves to relieve me of my precious. You, who’ve never been lucky enough to
possess your own cans of enlightenment (with such a pleasant minty aftertaste)
wouldn’t understand. But those of you who have, and I can see by your assenting
nods, understand my fears. The biggest question was, if he was after my
enlightenment, did he know that there were booby traps protecting it?
Boobytraps? I smiled at this suddenly remembered boon. Familiarity breeds not
contempt, but forgetfulness. Hmmm.
Before
I could deeply meditate on this, my eyes poked me and told me the stranger had
noticed me grinning (it seemed my mouth had functioned under its own authority.
I must plan an invasion immediately). He had a questioning look, so I told him
rather conspiratorially that he, like everyone, had to watch out for Them.
Would adding a wink be too melodramatic? He blinks, looks puzzled. I do a
double-take, for now his eyeholes(?) are a different color, his left a deep
green, like thick ocean; His right eye is like the crimson of blood that has
been allowed to stain a white silk tablecloth (the Butler did it). I wondered
if he’d be willing to teach me this nifty trick.
But
before I could ask, he made a statement of his own.
“I
know you know.” He said, rising and stretching, grinning at me in a way I found
rather irritating.
“Know
what?” I managed to stammer, scrambling to my feet and placing my body between
him and my valued cans.
He
blinked and his eyes were back to their original blank black. I risked a look
over my shoulder, but couldn’t tell if the cupboard was in the kitchen. I then
checked the nail in the wall where the leash hung that I used to take the
cupboard on occasional walks around the neighborhood. It was gone. I figured
the cupboard either had moved to the bedroom, or, not wanting to disturb me,
had taken itself out for a jaunt.
“What
I’m here for,” he answered, when I had returned my gaze. He grinned in a way I
found disquieting and somewhat unpleasant. I caught my legs (on their own
accord. Another invasion must be planned) trying to backpedal into the kitchen
and only reluctantly were persuaded to stop.
“Oh?
And what’s that?” I asked, as casually as possible.
“Your
Lean Pockets. Preferably the Chicken Quesadilla variety.” He said, leaning
toward me. “But in a pinch, even Pizza Pops will do.”
That
was what he wanted?! I struggled to keep the amazement off my face. Something,
however, didn’t quite seem right. At this point, he was leaning at such an
acute angle that I wondered if he would fall over.
“But
what about your need to create?”
He
shrugged noncommittally and mumbled something I didn’t catch. I found myself
beginning to get annoyed with this stranger. Here he was, in my house,
demanding tasty tasty Lean Pockets, which I had actually run out of some time
earlier. And he hadn’t even knocked!
“Well?”
I prompted.
In
response, he held up his right palm, in which a small yellow square, about the
size of a saucer, floated in slow rotation. It shimmered and another square
appeared, this one brilliant red, above and slightly offcenter. Nifty trick, if
not spectacular. As I thought this, both shimmered and a blue one appeared.
“Not
impressed,” I told him, growing weary of this silliness.
“Hm,”
he said, with a look of annoyance. “Well, what about this?”
With
that, the square vanished and he began to twitch and quiver. Then, right before
my eyes, he began to grow and change shape until an ugly pink dragon filled
most of my living room.
“Bravo!”
I applauded. “That was much more spectacular. But did you really think I’d find
a pink dragon impressive? Pink? Really?” I crossed my arms and unsuccessfully
tried to stifle a yawn.
With
an audible snap, he reverted to the form I first witnessed, a look of condensed
fury on his face (it’s more powerful, the condensed kind). My eyes poked me and
clamored that perhaps we’d get some worthy entertainment out of this. I told
them to quiet down and let me see unimpeded (for in their excitement, they were
jostling around in a most annoying manner).
“Then
I will just take what I want!” He declared, glaring at me in what I assumed was
meant to intimidate quickly.
He
started toward my kitchen and I moved to block his path. After-all, I was just
borrowing the kitchen and I didn’t want to have to pay for any damages. At
first, I thought he would just attempt to push by, but at the last second, he
stopped. For a few seconds, we stood there, toe to toe, him glaring fiercely,
me mildly amused.
“Move,”
He demanded. How impolite and not at all politically correct.
“No.”
“Then
I shall make you!”
With
that, he shoved me. He was disturbingly strong, and I found myself sliding on
my back across the kitchen floor. My head connected with the fridge, not overly
hard painfully, but hard enough to make a thump even I found satisfying.
Climbing to my feet, dusting myself off (I didn’t appear to have acquired any
dust but since I hadn’t dusted for quite some time I thought it wise to check),
my eyes informed me with restrained excitement, that he was stomping towards
me, exaggeratedly no less. Highly exaggeratedly, they insisted.
That’s
about when I felt a presence I hadn’t known in years. Could it be? Could it
really be? I could tell by the way the stranger, apparently my newest enemy,
stopped and stiffened, that he felt Her presence too. He suddenly froze, except
for his eyes which, now again that red color, burned quite menacingly at me. I
could see him struggling, trying to break himself loose of the quiet
unpresuming immobility that had seized him. But we both knew it was a futile
attempt.
WHO DARES DISTURB MY FRIEND, MY
COMPANION, GUARDIAN OF THE MINTY ENLIGHTENMENT?
The
force of this mental question nearly knocked me off my feet and my strange
enemy seemed to suffer as well. I looked around, but couldn’t spot Her yet.
This made me assume (and my eyes agreed with me on this one fullheartedly) that
She was still some distance away, travelling from who knew how far.
OH, SORRY. Er, sorry. Sorry. Sometimes I forget. Shall I tone
down My entrance too?
When
I nodded, there between me and my tormentor appeared a puff of pale blue mist,
accompanied by a very loud POOF! noise. My
ears trembled with delight, for they recognized this noise immediately. I
couldn’t help it; my mouth, in extreme awe, fell off and rolled toward the
stranger, only to be stopped by an exquisitely formed foot.
There,
standing before me, was my old friend, who I hadn’t seen in such a long time.
She bent and Her lower right arm retrieved my mouth, passing it to Her upper
left arm. She glided gracefully the few feet to where I was standing and began
to smile. My eyes, knowing just how dazzling Her smile could be, shut just in
time. I felt Her take my hand in three of Her own and return my mouth to me.
By
now, I figured, it should be safe to open my eyes, so they did. I could see my
timing was near perfect; the stranger still had the awed, transfixed look that
accompanied a smile from Her lips. I couldn’t help but be amused.
“My
dear,” I said to Her with a slight bow, taking Her upper right hand and
brushing it lightly with my lips. I nearly had to slap a hand to my mouth, lest
it fall off again in divinely spun shock. “It’s been far too long. How have you
been?”
Yes, it has. Been off, busy aiding a
culture still in the prescientific age.
“Ah,”
I said, with what I hoped was a sagely nod.
She
grinned at me, this time remembering to tone it down for the lesser eyes that
would receive it.
It’s quite rewarding work. Somewhat
challenging due to the lesser levels of gullibility than one finds here on
Earth.
My
heart soared, for when She had left, She’d seemed so disillusioned. But the
people of Planet Earth were expert at eliciting such feelings. I wanted to chat
further, for we had plenty of catching up to do, but my eyes betrayed me. They
flicked to the immobile stranger, hovering before him as if trying to taunt
him. I bade them come back (some would discipline them for such, but they
served me well, so I didn’t begrudge them a little freedom now and again), lest
She notice.
Ah, the source of your problem.
She
regarded my tormentor, a grim look on Her face, but then unexpectedly smiled.
Og MacOgham, will you never stop with
your silly games?
Upon
hearing his true name, my tormentor shimmered, then changed shape. Where
before, he stood about six feet , short, dark hair with a very mediterranean
complexion and a somewhat stocky build, now he was several inches shorter, a
very pale Celtic look, long midnight blue hair halfway down his back, and a
slender, almost elven build. His eyes were now faintly almond shaped and
slanted, the blue of a summer sky, yet still no pupils or whites. He frowned at
me, then grinned at Her with no trace of merriment at all.
“How
did you know it was me, Great Kali?” He asked, apparently mobile only from the
neck up.
Because only you would be so bold as to
think such a ploy would get you Enlightenment.
“It
nearly worked.”
Nearly. No. And nearly isn’t success.
“No,
it isn’t.” He nodded. “Better luck next time.”
So
he was indeed after my minty cans. I knew it. And to think, only recently
someone had made a weak criticism of my suspicious nature. I would have to
inform them, if I could remember who it was, that this nature had again served
me well. I only hoped that this would annoy them, if only for my own amusement.
But now you must be punished.
Kali
gestured and spoke a Word and Og MacOgham vanished, leaving little twinkling
motes floating in the air. I grabbed an old pickle jar from the top of the fridge
(kept there for just such a purpose), and began frantically filling the jar
before the motes faded away. Kali laughed, a most enjoyable experience that
made my ears glow with pleasure. She then vanished, without any spectacular
exit, at which I was somewhat disappointed. Spectacular exits were usually much
better than spectacular entrances, at least in my books. And Kali usually did a
pretty good job at both.
Maybe next time, I heard faintly in my
head, accompanied by Her twinkling laughter.
Maybe next time.
End
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